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Wow
I think everyone should know of this site, and make their own educated choices about the Training.
I have to say reading the blog with the notes for Level lX just further reminded me of my feelings at Level 6 retreat. I remember how much grief and hysterics I felt, the night after first witnessing upper levels share their names…..
How completely screwy I felt….questioning…..so this is what I have been”brought up” to accept? This has been the plan all along? Hearing the story of “the Fall” ……the experience was alienating and upsetting beyond belief. I could see clearly how each of the previous “battles”would now dismiss any doubt or questioning in my mind. The teachings are insidious like that. Question or disagree with something, and you’re in (choose one that applies): denial, under attack, mind parasites, .and so on. Creates a crazy loop in one’s psyche.
My choice to leave was most definitely a choice of returning to the real world…to my life, my peers, my body, humanity, full of wonder, magic, healing and power. TIP had increasingly alienated me from “the rest of the world” and Level 6 seem to further the disconnection from everyday reality. Not that I don’t believe the LAP exists. I do believe it does. But my choice is to not live in constant awareness of it, for doing so seems to disconnect me from my life here…..which is besides the point of my being hereon Earth at this time.
Perhaps it is within some people calling to understand its workings to thesmallest detail. Perhaps it is simply a story. Either way, I know I have madethe right decision…….
Thank you again for sharing, it really has helped me immensely
[Name withheld by request]