Letter to those in Training

Submitted anonymously

To all my healing buddies and colleagues in Training in Power. I love you. It’s hard to loose the closeness we once shared. I chose to speak out about my experiences in Training in Power. I chose to, in Light, share what happened for me there. I chose to express my opinion, my thoughts and my feelings. This is a free world. All my life I have fought for freedom and peace. I’ve worked ceaselessly to be kind and loving. It has been my focus since the beginning of time. My quest this time round to hurt no one. You all knew me in Training as loving and grounded.

I’ve found since leaving tip that I have a different perspective on the wholetip thing than I’ve had in the past. I don’t believe that I am under attack. Iam getting my life back.

I believe that there was and is harm done in tip. I encourage you to consider what you find here on the new Lessons in Awareness site. I realize that you have been told that this site and those of us who choose to post to it are in “Malicious Attack”. I address this letter to Trainers specifically because I understand that you were told to come onto this website to read my letters.

Consider the possibility that we are on to something. Consider the possibility that even if you take care of yourself, “Self-first”, by not taking on so much that you burn out or go into sacrifice, that you wind up carrying with you the unconscious or not so unconscious guilt and judgment of not doing all you should do. Consider the possibility that we are re-traumatized in the training and then when someone assists us we are so grateful that we remain hooked never realizing perhaps we did not need to be traumatized to heal.

I know I once was extremely passionate about the tip work. No one could havetalked me into leaving despite my own concerns with tip. Today I have adifferent perspective. I am free. Free of the mind control. Free to question.Free to explore what I need. It is not evil or malicious to express an opinion. I am committed to Awareness and Education. Every person has a right to know thewhole story and the whole story includes the stories of those who did not findthe training a healing place to be. You can believe what you choose. I amworking to empower people so they can make informed choices.

I, personally, would not ever have gone near the Church of Scientology, the Jehovah Witnesses, or any Fundamentalist Christian Church. I knew exactly what they were. I knew they were cults. I knew they preached about having the only way to Heaven ”“ about hell, fire and damnation. When I joined Training InPower, there was no Lessons in Awareness website. I did not know what I was getting into. Had I known I would not have chosen the tip path. I believe I chose that path, that journey because I needed to learn something.

I’ve learned; the Truth isn’t always what it seems to be. I’ve learned that just because something feels and looks good doesn’t mean it is good. I’ve learned that in order to discern what is good or bad for you, you must first be able to question. I’ve learned to take back my power – to trust myself to know what is best for me – to trust my connection to God. I’ve learned we are all equal. There is no one above another. I’ve learned to look deeper. I’ve learned to have compassion for myself and for those, like me, who’ve chosen to leave tip. I’ve learned not to give my power away ever again to an organization or a person. I’ve learned to step through any fear I have of speaking up and do it anyway. I’ve learned that Training In Power has so many attributes of a CULT that it would be hard to call it anything but what it is, a CULT. I’ve learned what mind control is and how it happens. I’ve learned if you tell my friends who are still in the training that I am in malicious intent and they believe you then they will live in fear of being taken out by whatever evil force it was that got me and they will stay dedicated and devoted to the system that is saving them.

I’ve learned that the ex-trainers do not need to do anything to be accused of malicious attack. I’ve learned that the Power is self-policing unless you’re an ex-trainer whose gone into Maliciousness and Evil and then apparently you have unimaginable abilities and powers.

I’ve learned that Source, Love and Light are on my side too. Right here with me.

For those of you who were warned about the dangers of visiting and reading what’s on this site, let me tell you this one thing of great importance. I stayed absolutely away from this site. I lived in fear of being taken off my path. And when I began to question, when I could no longer deny the truth of what I knew and saw as incorrect, I talked to very few people in or out of the training, because I knew I needed to make my own decision to leave. I knew I needed to be influenced by no one. I prayed and meditated and talked to Source. And when I knew I had to leave to save my life, I left. At the time I was still so scared about leaving, scared of leaving friends, and scared of backlash that I focused on leaving to get on with my journey. I said all the right things to avoid being called evil or told I was under attack.

I went to this site after I left tip. I went to these amazing creative caring enduring beings of light that I might know what was happening to me as I began the process of truly freeing myself. Then and only then did I come to this site. These ex-trainers helped me to make sense of the craziness that happens when all that repressed fear begins to surface. When leaving means all your most important friendships change dramatically, when leaving means finding your way back out of the fantasy that is tip and back into the real world with real people, when leaving means opening yourself up to not being liked, to rejection, to abandonment. When leaving means that you have no one to talk to about the most important thing that’s happening in your life. The people who left before me, these are the people who knew and know what it’s like to grieve something that’s been so important in your life – To lose a whole community.For many of them the losses where even more staggering than my own.

My soul craved freedom. Hummingbird cannot be caged or she will die. I needed freedom like the hummingbird needs freedom. I needed to fly again, to hear celestial music, to surround myself in JOY. I am a being of light and love.Ever was and always will be. I have come again to know all these ex-trainers here as beings of light and love too. They seek justice and truth. They seek to share from their depth of their hearts, knowledge and experience with others needing and wanting to leave tip. I for one have benefited immensely from this website and from contact with this group. (name removed)


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